hey this is being weird....it keeps screwing up.  Go to my new xanga:

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Spin_the_Dream

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PICTURES FROM LAST WEEKEND!  YAY FOR PICTURES!

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Me and the Girls--Lizzie, Kris, Barbie, Me, and Ash

AHHHH! Ha!  Ick, Ick!

Benny and Bec

BARBIE! I love you! LoL

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Benny and Lizzie

Taggart..what a cutie

Lizzie and I

hello...you want to know what Ive realized?  I have realized that there is nothing good that comes from Instant messenger or xanga.  It is a waste of time, and I should find better things to do.  So I am now finished with all of this, atleast until I get some things straightened out.  I have decided that I get on the computer way too much, and that instead of "IMing" people, or messing with my xanga, that every time I am bored and my mind tells me to go get on the computer, that I will go and spend time with God.  He should be my number one priority, but He isn't.  Not that this computer is my number one priority either, but it definately gets in the way.  So...bye bye "Cyber world" ...no more for me...

I leave you with this...read it, study it, dwell on it...you will learn something I promise:

³⁴“Be careful, or your hearts will be weighed down with dissipation,

drunkenness and the anxieties of life, and that day will close on you

unexpectedly like a trap. ³⁵For it will come upon all those who live on the

face of the whole earth. ³⁶Be always on the watch, and pray that you may be

able to escape all that is about to happen, and that you may be able to stand

before the Son of Man.”

Have you ever felt stuck?  Like you are helpless?  i wonder if I am supposed to be doing more...more for people.  Not like "good deeds" or anything, but more like showing them there is a better way to live life.  Not many teenagers do that...but a whole lot of teenagers would probably like to have it shown to them...I feel as if there is more of purpose to be fulfilled then could possibly be accomplished by me within my small world of "sheltered christian people" who already have what they need..which is God of course, and there is nothing wrong with being one of those people.  But since we've found what we need, then shouldnt we get out of this rut and go spread what we have?  Maybe it is too much to wish for..I dont know.  But it is like having a present that contains everything that you have ever wnated out of life.  and I have it,  and Im sure there are soo many people that would love to have it if they could only take a peek inside, but i can't get close enough to show them, so they go on not knowing what it is, and therefore losing interest.  it makes me feel selfish.  B/c I am keeping this gift to myself..when I was actually asked to share it with as many people as possible.  But there's only so much I can do...maybe an oppurtunity will arise..

                                                                              hmmm.....it might...??

Currently Playing Flood By Jars of Clay yay..I love it.. see related

Ok, this one is for Ben.  He wanted me to put a happy one on here...so here ya go.  I will say though, I do not like this drawing...for..well..many reasons. But I have not had time to fix it.  So who cares...there ya go.